My Subconscious Mind

people smiling at me say “u r just 17 ..! and have a look on your guts and  dreams..! they aim at a top of sky.. !” “be down and walk on the earth only.. ! “ well i say : " u r more grown than me have a look on you .. i have a courage to do that well do u have so.." ;) i say i want to write and be a editor it’s my passion and my dream :) well people comment :"there are many ..  you are just a beginner "..!  i say(smiling) : " well dreams matter not the comments..! people do it for work.. i do it for myself..! well the main point is QUALITY MATTERS AND SAME DO THE EFFORTS.."..! :)  well " i m in race .. even u didn’t courage to participate.. and if can explore then  do that.. !  understand one’s  dream.. and you also start dreaming .. then only one day u ll understand those dreams of others and mine.. and will courage to participate in this race too.. ;) “and if u wanna calculate my guts..! so stop a while u cannot count them on...

World full of grace World full of life Well..! was I actually living that life.. ? Well..! ans came yes..! Ohh..! what seriously was I living that life..? My inside says NO and outside it screamed YEAA..!! Oh really ..! it plead.. What that soul demanded was not yet through.. Or either it yelled “YOU HAVE TO DO” But why should I have to do..? Why always “ I forward myself on those going moves..?” Wasn’t I had my own life” .. ? If yet I was born in a family so what.. I am not the human of my own..? WHY DON’T I DO WHAT I WANT ‘ SO FAR SO TRUE’.. Yeeaa..! if yet I was right .. so why I faced FALSE.. Wait..! ans ..ans..? Knock knock.. Whos there POP “popcon” ‘really’ a life like a popcorn which is massive sead and pops when others want..! Living life like a popcorn”.. When I ll be free like a bird.. Out of those boundations..! A life where I rules.. a life full of enjoy.. A life of my own individual..! Where people understand and make m...

sitting  quiet in a room oh well..! really..? was i as quite as a  silence  in a room..? my  mind  was brimming as water.. was full of thoughts like flowing water.. , was sitting and dreaming of  success  and peace ! not only a plan .. but yes a desire to have that peace..! a  peace of mind  , a peace of kind ! a peace that to ultimate BLIND .. of seeing those nature's mind..! a peace that to ultimate DEAF .. of listening those people's mind..! a peace that of roaming in those solemn fields..! a peace where i could relate to me own .. where no tech. & smoke could enter anymore..! where my perceptions are very true..! .. the perceptions of me and "MY DIARY.."..! A RELATION THAT ME ND MY PENCIL SHARES..! :) a feeling of that  flying bird  , where a new  life  begins daily with a fight of food .. but at last a "peace" that one gets after eating that food:) well the end is beautiful.. we...